beneath this mask..

hey u..

remember when u said that u will always love me for the rest of ur life?

remember that u wiped away my tears n told me u will always b by my side?

remember u told me u will never let me go no matter what?

remember all the scolding n yelling from my moms?

we've been through all the ups and downs together.

remember that u we went for the roller coaster ride together?

they u got sick after riding them all?

remember when i taught u how to skate n u keep on falling?

remember u told me that i can wake u up if i cant sleep?

remember how i love mcflurry that u have to buy them for me all the time?

remember Bubu?

i didnt see him for so long eventho its in my bedroom

i dont want to tell him whats happening to us

i dont want him to be sad because..

remember lilo?

he was waiting for that

i dont want bubu to get sad

never..

remember when we danced together romantically in the streets?

rememer how we used to eat pizza together almost every weekend in school?

remember when i accidentally splashed the coke onto the floor?

that u have to wipe the all?

beneath this mask..

u might think im happy

u have no idea how many times i cried yesterday

beneath this mask

theres a girl who is waiting for someone..

for u

beneath this mask

there is no doubt that i love u soo much

beneath this mask

im sacrificing my happiness

to make u happy

beneath this mask

i act like everythings allright

that u will still call me each n everysec

that u will still text me all the time

beneath this mask

i know that i will never find a guy like u

a guy that i can share about all the books in my cupboard

beneath this mask..

i wonder if u still love me?

i wonder if u still are waiting for me?

i wonder if u have fallen for another one?

i wonder if u have forgotten about me?

i wonder if u dont care about me?

i wonder if u have forgotten about all the things we did?

i wonder when will i meet u again?

i wonder when will i get those sweet messages?

dear u,

i have so many stories to tell but since we r not together now i dont know who i could talk too.

when u posted the status telling that u wanted someone to talk too i wanted to b the one so badly.

i miss u.i miss u so much.u have no idea how that feels.someday ur gonna find the perfect one.n ur gonna forget me,forget everything about us,forget all the memories about us,every single thing.someday ur gonna find someone and take away all the love that u gave to me.:)im just gonna see u from far,see u with my heart torn into pieces.im happy..as long as u happy:)as i promised u before..i will do anything for u to make u happy even if it takes my happiness away even if i have to lose u.im glad u were part of my life,im glad that i found u..i love u nublan zaki..i know that this words wont affect u at all.i know it means nothing to u know.be happy ok:)u get what u wanted.u won..i lost.u always wanted to win so here..u win:)be happy:) ill find u one day..ill find u till my jouney stops.like we promised before..i want u 2 b by my side when i blow my last breath..jetaime beacoup..